Sudhu jawa.....Asa.......Sudhu Srote Bhase......Alo Adhare!!!!

Arekta bochor fira dekha.......2014 ekhon ontim logne Bos a achi aj atlantic er dhare....tapmatra baire -12.Kintu tate ki esejaye..surjer holud alo jano..obaboniyo kore tuleche..nil akash ke... Pas e bos e gari chalacche..amar office collegue(Mr.Gold- name changed).Tar jonno e sudhui har him kora thanda....faltu barir baire somai katano..boyesh er tofat ta..kintu amader totota noi jotota kina chintaa bhabna..ba jiboner proti dekhar kaida ta.... mr.gold er boyesh 29 (unnotrish) r amar ashe bosonte 26(chabbish).Kintu manush er jibon amon ei..je ei 2 to 3 bochor ei somai jano manush ke koto ta palte fel a...take ki kore bojhai je exceitement..je onubhuti..ba prapti aj ei bochorer godhuli bikel e ami onubhob korchi...bairer -12 teo jano..gham hocche sorir e...mon bole utche..."More aro aro ..dau pran"....

aamoni siter dupur e kombol er tolai suye chotobelai suntam..ma ke bolte..dekh "25 bochorer moddhe nijeke prove korte hoi"..aj mone hoe..onek tai sei pothe egiye jete perechi... 2014 !!!!.....thomke thaka jibon ke dilo goti....hoye gelo onek poriborton....sohor er poriborton..jibon dhoron er poriborton...kajer poriborton..bondhuder poriborton....kintu ato poriborton er moddheo jano ekta jinish bodlalo na - Moner gopon kon a ekta ekakitto!!! Royegache onek diner choto choto hridoy kobore lukiye rakha parthibbo oprapti....seguloi ebar mitiye nebar pala..notun bochor e.... jani.."patience is a virtue"..r mon e biswas ta amar acheo jothesto......tar akhono asa kori..kono din..se ese mitiye debe sokol moner ekkakitt..ke bolte pare ...hoeto...2015ei.... Dekha jak!!!..Baki to Bidhatai janen...:)

A year gone by...Reflections!!!!!!!....Adieu 2013...Welcome 2014

Aj hotat ek bondhu r kotha sune mone holo begoto akta bochor kamon katlo likhe feli..... onek osadharon sriti, onek pawa, kichu chawa diye gache ei bochor ta. bochor ta suru holo cat porikkhai na bhalo fol kora diye, tar por elo march - ma baba ke niye ghur e elam tin somudro milone...vivekananda rock. Sei, pathor ja tsunami teo norena ba kono jhor e teo pore na. Firei..bohu din prerito..hotat sat somudro tero nodir pare.....mamar kothai inspired hoye..ar..the Name sake movie ta dekhe prerito hoye..ure gelam...again(the first most privileged from the team). Bogobaner hath jeno mathar opor. Jotoi ignore kori....ma jano..oi kalo hath diyei sob bhalo kore den....sob kalima ghuchiye den songsarer. Jani paap kori(mone hoe..obosso paaper definition ta thik jani na) sri ram krishna bolen..."paap bol e kichu hoe na..dosh to chelera matroi kore, mayer kache giye khoma chai te hoe..sothik mon e khoma chaile ma thik khoma koren)..koto ta thik ami jani na..kintu ami khoma cheye ni.......dosh o kori..kintu chesta kori oporer khoti na kora. Bideshe chorom anondo korlam. ghurlam...abar ek ei bhul..prochondo poisa khorcha..chirokaler behisebi...:) kintu..its never too late..bujhte sikhlam..bhul gulo ke..(savings suru korlam) jibone serious hobar chesta korlam; kintu badha..r kichu noi..college er moton unit test ba semester er porikkha noi..kintu jano tar thekeo besi.....nijer sathe lorai...hiseb korar..prottek step ei...nijeke sudhre nilam....r correct kore niye egiye gelam..chirokal sune esechi..por e jawa ta common..kintu por e giye abar uthe abar dourono tai life!..thik tai korla..chirokal ei brutus ke nijer idol bhebechi....antony ke noi... kichu jinis..jani hoeto poriborton kora uchit chilo..pradhanno diyi ni...ja poriborton korte icche kore ni..."ami rakhte chai na r tar kono raat dupurer abdar er moton"

The Silver Lining

Silence!................the call has ended half a minute back but still Neon has it held near to his ears......with trembling hands he kept the phone in his pockets......his legs shivering..a unknown pain running through the heart as if a large spurt of blood was trying to break free of the body and trying to come out, to free itself. He knew it was coming but still like all human beings- Hoping against hope! Neon- a college pass out; grad in softwares from the university of Kent, working for Bright man & Right Computer Associates Inc for the past 2 years. Gentle's call just ripped him off. Gentle- a beautiful girl staying at Oxford , Studying in the University of Oxford with English as part of her masters .She had been everything for neon for the last 1 year. Mean while neon also had a very good friend in enigma. She had also been a very loving and caring companion; in the hard times of neon's life. <<>>> Now..if the Sky open up fresh at the cost of Heavy rains ..or will some blast of wind blow them away to clear the sky.... only time can tell....

Amar Dosor.....

Amra manush...tai onek obhijog kori....eta nei seta nei...kintu o? O to obhijog kore na?..pare na bole ki? na ki amader jibon dekhe moja pai; r hoeto mon e mon e hase..r bol e akbar mar kotha bhabo tomra? Kar kotha bolchi bolo to?..amar janlar pase otondro prohorir moton- amar maer moton sokol somai amar opor nojor rakha bot gach. kintu bhabi - na kichu bol e kamon sokol jhor jhapta niye chol e che. Majhe majhe ma baba ke khub miss kori... Projukti hoeto akta phone call dure..othoba akta video chat er screen er durotte ene feleche tader..tobuo amon onek kotha thake ja ei juger complication er thalei..bol a jai na. Tai boli ok e. O - sob kotha son e amar. kintu kichu bol e na..tobuo jano mon e hoe..mon ta to halka holo..jano mon e hoe..je onek din dhor e prithibir..jug er por jug bodol er sakkhi..sei boyojostto ke bol a..kono baba/ma ke bolar theke kichu kom noi.

Je amai..gorom rabi bar dupur e..thanda hawa dei...klanto diner seshe..office theke fir e projuktir (Fan er) hawar tulonai..roj raat e..thanda komol hawa diye..ghum pariye dei..se ak ma ba baba r theke kom ki? amar bichanar paser janla diye jokhon niche takai....tokhon dekhi...amar guardian amar bondhu sudhu ama kei noi..ek dhopar poribabrer jonno o chauni.tar kolei tara sara songsar pete sokal theke raat tader peter bhath jotai.. Majhe majhe jokhon khub rag hoe..office er ektu besi kaj ese gel a..othoba..ma er kono corect advise peye...jokhon mon e hoe..kano korbo??..thik tokhon e dekhi or dik e...kamon hazar ta electric tar joriye ache..aste pisthe bedhe rekheche..tobuo dakho- kono complain kore na se...hasi mukhe kamon...hawar tal e tale..nijer dana gulo ke dolacche..koto jana ojana pakhi der sthan dicche tar hath ar buker opor.tara asche..khelche..abar diner seshe amar bondhu ke aka kor e chol e jacche.. Diner por din koto biroho ei na dekhche tara..ar ami..akta breakup a tei..kator hoye porechilam..r hoe na..akhon oi je amai sekhai..kichu na boleo onek kotha bol e..bojhai..jibon ta ki kor e cholte hoe... Dhar baki meta te meta te..r poisa bache..maser seshe..noton posakh kena..amar onek "so called rich" family te boro howa ..office bondhuder moton... Ag e khub rag hoto nijer opor..kharap lagto kintu tar por bhablam..dekho bochor e o to akbar matro purono jamakapor fel e notun jamakapor por e..kintu tatei koto khushi...tai aj ar..rag kor ei na...bhabi..je tuku amar ache..eo to oneker nei...sorir ta thaka debar bostro to ache amar..akta cubboard bhora jama kapor..hok na kono ta..ektu boro...kono ta..choto hoye jawa..ba kono tai ektu purono kono party er khabarar dag laga sritir sakkhi kono kapor.. jani..manusher jibon theme thake na..pribithibir etai niyom...hoyto ekdin..ei bari ta chere chol e jete ami..ak onno jaigai...onno kono gacher samne hoeto..amr thakte suru korboo..othoba kono concreter jongole..jekhane dur dur obdhi amar bondhur moto kono gacher hodish mil be na..kimba..hoeto kono..prokitir tandom kere nebe...amar bondhu ke amar theke....ba..ami hoeto milia jabo ei pribithibir buk theke!.....kintu se jai porinoti hok na kano..amr bondhu r sathe katano somay chiro kal amar mon e chobo hoye thakbe...r sekhabe..prithibir nana kothin poristhiti r somukkhin hoya. Bigyan(Science) bole gacher pran ache!...kintu sodhu se tuku tei ki theme thake..amar mon bol e sudhu pran noe..jano ektu khuj e dekhle ..mon e hob e hridoy o ache...sudhu samner manush ta take anubhob kor a chai....

when there is no wind- row.....
remember u have the potential to show....
wherever u r journey leads just go....
never in fear say no....
even if no body answer u r calls
just go...

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