The Silver Lining

Silence!................the call has ended half a minute back but still Neon has it held near to his ears......with trembling hands he kept the phone in his pockets......his legs shivering..a unknown pain running through the heart as if a large spurt of blood was trying to break free of the body and trying to come out, to free itself. He knew it was coming but still like all human beings- Hoping against hope! Neon- a college pass out; grad in softwares from the university of Kent, working for Bright man & Right Computer Associates Inc for the past 2 years. Gentle's call just ripped him off. Gentle- a beautiful girl staying at Oxford , Studying in the University of Oxford with English as part of her masters .She had been everything for neon for the last 1 year. Mean while neon also had a very good friend in enigma. She had also been a very loving and caring companion; in the hard times of neon's life. <<>>> Now..if the Sky open up fresh at the cost of Heavy rains ..or will some blast of wind blow them away to clear the sky.... only time can tell....

Amar Dosor.....

Amra manush...tai onek obhijog kori....eta nei seta nei...kintu o? O to obhijog kore na?..pare na bole ki? na ki amader jibon dekhe moja pai; r hoeto mon e mon e hase..r bol e akbar mar kotha bhabo tomra? Kar kotha bolchi bolo to?..amar janlar pase otondro prohorir moton- amar maer moton sokol somai amar opor nojor rakha bot gach. kintu bhabi - na kichu bol e kamon sokol jhor jhapta niye chol e che. Majhe majhe ma baba ke khub miss kori... Projukti hoeto akta phone call dure..othoba akta video chat er screen er durotte ene feleche tader..tobuo amon onek kotha thake ja ei juger complication er thalei..bol a jai na. Tai boli ok e. O - sob kotha son e amar. kintu kichu bol e na..tobuo jano mon e hoe..mon ta to halka holo..jano mon e hoe..je onek din dhor e prithibir..jug er por jug bodol er sakkhi..sei boyojostto ke bol a..kono baba/ma ke bolar theke kichu kom noi.

Je amai..gorom rabi bar dupur e..thanda hawa dei...klanto diner seshe..office theke fir e projuktir (Fan er) hawar tulonai..roj raat e..thanda komol hawa diye..ghum pariye dei..se ak ma ba baba r theke kom ki? amar bichanar paser janla diye jokhon niche takai....tokhon dekhi...amar guardian amar bondhu sudhu ama kei noi..ek dhopar poribabrer jonno o chauni.tar kolei tara sara songsar pete sokal theke raat tader peter bhath jotai.. Majhe majhe jokhon khub rag hoe..office er ektu besi kaj ese gel a..othoba..ma er kono corect advise peye...jokhon mon e hoe..kano korbo??..thik tokhon e dekhi or dik e...kamon hazar ta electric tar joriye ache..aste pisthe bedhe rekheche..tobuo dakho- kono complain kore na se...hasi mukhe kamon...hawar tal e tale..nijer dana gulo ke dolacche..koto jana ojana pakhi der sthan dicche tar hath ar buker opor.tara asche..khelche..abar diner seshe amar bondhu ke aka kor e chol e jacche.. Diner por din koto biroho ei na dekhche tara..ar ami..akta breakup a tei..kator hoye porechilam..r hoe na..akhon oi je amai sekhai..kichu na boleo onek kotha bol e..bojhai..jibon ta ki kor e cholte hoe... Dhar baki meta te meta te..r poisa bache..maser seshe..noton posakh kena..amar onek "so called rich" family te boro howa ..office bondhuder moton... Ag e khub rag hoto nijer opor..kharap lagto kintu tar por bhablam..dekho bochor e o to akbar matro purono jamakapor fel e notun jamakapor por e..kintu tatei koto khushi...tai aj ar..rag kor ei na...bhabi..je tuku amar ache..eo to oneker nei...sorir ta thaka debar bostro to ache amar..akta cubboard bhora jama kapor..hok na kono ta..ektu boro...kono ta..choto hoye jawa..ba kono tai ektu purono kono party er khabarar dag laga sritir sakkhi kono kapor.. jani..manusher jibon theme thake na..pribithibir etai niyom...hoyto ekdin..ei bari ta chere chol e jete ami..ak onno jaigai...onno kono gacher samne hoeto..amr thakte suru korboo..othoba kono concreter jongole..jekhane dur dur obdhi amar bondhur moto kono gacher hodish mil be na..kimba..hoeto kono..prokitir tandom kere nebe...amar bondhu ke amar theke....ba..ami hoeto milia jabo ei pribithibir buk theke!.....kintu se jai porinoti hok na kano..amr bondhu r sathe katano somay chiro kal amar mon e chobo hoye thakbe...r sekhabe..prithibir nana kothin poristhiti r somukkhin hoya. Bigyan(Science) bole gacher pran ache!...kintu sodhu se tuku tei ki theme thake..amar mon bol e sudhu pran noe..jano ektu khuj e dekhle ..mon e hob e hridoy o ache...sudhu samner manush ta take anubhob kor a chai....

when there is no wind- row.....
remember u have the potential to show....
wherever u r journey leads just go....
never in fear say no....
even if no body answer u r calls
just go...

আমার “খাম খেয়ালি” মন

আজকাল আর লড়তে বলে না মন
সময়ের তোড়ি করে মধুর বেগেতে গমন…..
এক পরির মধুর কথায় আজকাল
আমার মন হয়ে ওঠে মাতাল…….
মন চায় না নতুন কিছু গোড়তে
চায় না দুর্গম পাহাড় চড়তে…
চায় সুধু তোমার প্রেমে পড়তে………….
কিন্তু হায়!!!! সে বোঝেনি- বামন কখনো পারে না চঁ৷দ ধরতে

দিপের আলো

The unconquerable

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the coal from pole to pole,
As if I am drowned in a sea to whole.
I thank whatever....... gods may be
For my unconquerable soul,
craving to reach a particular goal!
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the difficult of circumstances
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
Not enough to drive away my fears.........
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how narrow the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
In this difficult situations i am Stable.....
i m The Unconquerable......

Antarnihito